some thoughts abt lame

ppl like to say lame when he cant understand. so they say my blog is lame. so is tt i can say e world is lame cuz i cant understand e world itself.
so what is rilli lame? is tt a word ppl would like to say when they want to hide their ignorance? is tt rilli lame implies?
i noe e person ll find e above comment equally lame.

some thoughts abt God

i did not noe much things abt christianity. but it seems God is not so mercy. He gives punishment out of no reason. ppl like to say forgiveness is God's gift. is tt cuz He gives it to man, he dun have it.
Moral of e story: i should go to church. maybe i can find some ideas there

abt e incident of Huang Xinxin

why ppl like teasing others although they r benefitted?
what's e intention behind it?
is e world rilli out of my understanding?
then how can i survive?

First Qun

Is tt rilli true insight can only come from within?
I need to read more philisophy books in order to answer e qun.

PS: tt's e main qun for my blog. anyone can give their views.